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ixypix23 42, Female, Indiana, USA - 14 entries

Oct 2006
1:30 PM PDT

i am afraid of the dark cause i cannot see, and am a bit paranoid. all the noises and the strange creeking and creeping about. that and i think i have watched too many scary movies.

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elizabee 35, Female, Canada - 22 entries

Oct 2006
3:01 PM EDT

On the Loose Did you ever watch the sunrise turn the sky completely red, Have you slept beneath the moon and stars, a pine bough for your bed Did you sit and talk with friends, though a word was never said, Then you're just like me and you've been on the loose. Chorus: On the loose to climb a mountain, On the loose where I am free. On the loose to live my life, the way I think my life should be, For I've only got a moment and a whole world yet to see. I'll be looking for tomorrow on the loose. There's a trail that I'll be hiking just to see where it might go. Many places yet to visit, many people yet to know, For in following in my dreams, I will live and I will grow, On a trail that's waiting out there on the loose. Chorus So in search of love and laughter, I'll be traveling cross this land Never sure of where I'm going, for I haven't got a plan, So in time when you are ready, come and join me and take my hand, And together we'll share life out there on the loose. Chorus In this world that I am traveling, I will think of you this way, Remembering your smile, for it seems like yesterday When we slept beneath the stars, and we dreamed about this day Now we have come together on the loose. Chorus Do the trees in the forest make you sit and think of love? Does it take you twenty times or more to count the stars above? For I'm here now and I like it and the hours melt away, And if I want I'll stay here another day. Chorus As I sit and watch the sunset and the daylight softly fades, I am thinking of tomorrow and the friendships we have made. I will value them for always and I hope you'll do the same, And forever we'll explore life on the loose. Chorus Now the moon is softly glowing and the stars are twinkling bright Our laughter and our friendship have cleared this cloudy night Come and join our flickering campfire, come and sing our happy songs And together we'll share life out on the loose. Chorus

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izzybelleluv007 34, Female, Canada - 15 entries

Oct 2006
1:12 PM MDT

i don't know what to write exactly, am i soposed to write about that hint thing? ok, i am afraid of more than one thing in the world but what i am afraid of most is that my friends might turn against me and i would have no friends, now i'm realy confident that my friends wont just abandon me but what if something happened that everyone thought i did but i didn't and its realy bad and everyone is afraid of me. well thats it. thats all? hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...seems pretty simple!

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adorkable 40, Female, California, USA - 5 entries

Oct 2006
2:46 PM EDT

I'm afraid of my boyfriend. No, he doesn't abuse me in a physical way. Do you think that using strong action words against you, hate words, is abuse as well? I'm always afraid that he will react that way whenever i try to say something that he does not like. He always belittles me and make me feel like shit. He is very good at making me cry, and he just could care less. I'm also afraid that he will leave me soon, because he's having another fling on the side. I'm afraid of all this is going to happen. It doesn't have to be now, it could be later or in the future. I'm in love with him, yet i'm scared of him for all the right reasons.

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sunkissed 55, Female, Oklahoma, USA - 2 entries

Oct 2006
8:30 PM CST

10/21/06 Divorce, not so much that but being alone and maybe he is right, no one would ever want me. Having to support 2 kids in the way we are used to living and having to do without the things we want, not need but want. Being belittled to the point that you start to believe that maybe you are worthless and stupid. Being told that I may be pretty but no one would ever want me for me......I mean what if.

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crazynluv 38, Female, Pennsylvania, USA - 4 entries

Oct 2006
9:24 PM EDT

Never try to hold on to something that isn't there.

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smb 50, Female, Wyoming, USA - 129 entries

Oct 2006
6:21 AM MST

Doesn't seem like it has been since Tues. that I last wrote! Been busy and not a whole lot to "vent" about. Lets see, CN and I are talking every night, but NOT saying 143. I am trying to "just be friends" and he is very upset about not getting to see us and wants everything back to normal. It sounds like he's started venting to his friends and they don't sound too pleased with me but oh well,,, don't really care what they think. He will probably come over for church and an afternoon with ME. mom P might come watch the boys. I have been pretty emotional. I keep thinking and replaying the day DB died... and how rude I was to him on the phone right before he died and how I'd give anything (except my boys' lives) to back up and be given a second chance to say "I LOVE YOU" I am hurting so bad, and miss him so bad! I've been crying a lot more and just want to be "healed" and "better" and "over it" but I Know it doesn't work that way! POOF, wish I had a magic wand! Found out about his life insurance (private entry). I am VERY emotional about that all right now. We didn't go to FT collins,,, will go next weekend when the weather is better, it has been snowy, blowy and cold! SO, I am glad I got to go to the Christian woman's fellowship thing at GBC... it was really fun and nice to "get away" but I almost cried like 5 times. Last night I talked to Jill for an hour and half and that was great! It might seem like she isn't "there for me" but she is,,, just a phone call away, hey what are best friends for!? and she is just that! I am so grateful for my friends! What a blessing, it just sucks that I have to swallow my pride and call them first but when I do they are always "there for me" Not getting much sleep, I talked to CN last night until 12:20 and then O woke me up at 6:20 and I never really got to go back to sleep after that! OH, my knees are hurting me,,, I don't want to have to go in but I know i need to have them looked at, they are just getting worse, specially my left!

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Queenie 39, Female, Ohio, USA - 29 entries

Oct 2006
9:08 AM EDT

I'm afraid of failing . I'm afraid of failing because , I have so many people to disapoint. I know it's the dumbest fear but it's true. I don't like to see the disapointment upon my familys face. Especially when they start out so proud of me . I'm scared of being alone. Mainly because Iwant to have someone there with me all the way. It's better to have someone by your side then you walking alone in the dark.

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Nated09 34, Male, Illinois, USA - 26 entries

Oct 2006
5:09 PM CST

"Great minds must be ready not only to take opportunities, but to make them." –-Colton I know that I haven't posted for about 2 days, but my family have been going through a lot of crap for the past two years with workmans comp, but I needed to be with my family. So, I used this quote because it's very true, people with great minds not only need to be ready to take oppotunities as they come, but they need to make them for other so they can achieve to have a great mind. When a friend says that he/she have a job, and says that they could get you a job even though the place isn't hiring anymore, they can get a job for you, don't just say no thankyou, find out what the job is, what it entails, and then make your decision. Don't have you friend go to all that trouble just for you to say no. ~Nate~

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bl69 34, Female, Texas, USA - 32 entries

Oct 2006
5:51 AM CDT

hey guess what?? our neighbor found our puppy! yay! super duper..well i am supposed to be typin but im just chillen listenin to matt's mp3 player. yeaa..tonight should be fun! hell yea its friday and theres a football game but i havent figured out yet if im goin but i got a ticket just in case but i think i am gonna chill with joey tonight. haha..well gotsta go deuces!

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